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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
It was a compliment.

[Just so she's sure.]

And I guess not more so than anyone else? I don't use any special products, or anything, and no special body sprays or colognes.... But I guess I also don't really have to anymore. I'm stuck looking like I do now for probably eternity.
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 09:48 am (UTC)(link)
I could, yeah. But they're sort of...

[Hm. How to explain...?]

They're the last things I have that prove I was human at some point. It kind of feels wrong to get rid of them, like if I did, then I might forget, or something.

[He doubts he could, at least in the now, but what about in a hundred years? A thousand? When his mind will probably start to go, considering what he is? There's no way he can stay as he is, at least mentally, for time eternal.]
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 09:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Very carefully, he keeps his expression neutral.]

I shouldn't have anything human left of me. If I did, I would have died, since humans can't survive in the demon realm.

[He says, with a slow shake of his head, continuing to brush her hair.]
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 10:03 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, yeah. I am, thankfully. But I wouldn't say humans are the only ones capable of feeling emotions to begin with. Some demons have... A lot of them, honestly.

[He's thinking about you, Black Frost.

Though that might have mostly been Midori's influence.
]

And some keep those emotions far more hidden. Pretty much demons and humans are the same, like that.
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
That's sort of right. While most demons do enjoy destruction, chaos, and causing humans fear and anger so they can consume their souls, there's actually demons out there who make it their mission to protect humans, who don't even want or need to consume souls or cause destruction.

[He'll keep brushing, but his eyes look elsewhere for the moment.]

They're pretty rare, though. They're called Genma, and before they became demons, they were gods or heros that specifically protected humans from evil demons.
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 10:27 am (UTC)(link)
Bel.

[He... kind of gets that, at least. And he's trying to sort through some pretty complex feelings all at the same time, because this place is kind of the first moment he's really had to sit and actually think about everything that's happened. That's happened to him.]

It's a really old word, but it just means "King". Which is kind of appropriate since my full title is the King of Bel, or King of Kings. There used to be other "Bel" demons, before I was forced to consume them.

[Here he doesn't hide making a face, because it'd been such a weird, strange sensation. Uncomfortable and yet strangely welcome at the same time.]

They still sort of exist, as a part of me.
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
I'm the kind of demon who killed God so that my friends and humanity at large wouldn't have to worry about facing one of His trials and suffer for it ever again. To make sure that demons can't hurt people as they please, and keep them strictly back in the Demon realm so that no one has to worry.

[So, no. He isn't really destructive, as a general rule of thumb.]

What about me is threatening?

[He's curious, and he inclines his head just slightly. She thinks he's threatening... Well, honestly, other than that bite, he's been trying to be on his best behaviour.]
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 11:14 am (UTC)(link)
Glad you agree with me about the whole "gods" thing.

[No, really. He sounds incredibly relieved when he says that, because he's used to getting the opposite sort of reaction. Demons are, after all, demons. And angels and gods are, generally, seen as good and right.

He pauses his brushing just long enough for her to move, before he continues. Interrupted? Only a little. Nothing he can't make up for.
]

That's a good reason, I guess. [He nods, mostly to himself. He can understand that, that while maybe not being afraid of something, you can still understand that it's a threat. Or has the potential to be one, anyway.]

And... Honestly, I haven't consumed any souls. And I'd like to very much keep it that way, because the thought of doing that kinda...

[Well. He shivers a little. Brr.]

It seems unpleasant.
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
Only because your Aura regenerates.

[Don't give him that look!]

I could get away with consuming someone's magnetite instead, but I'd still have to inflict some kind of damage on them either way.

[And magnetite, while alluring on it's own, definitely pales in comparison to the thought of a soul. Eugh. Demon thoughts aren't really good, honestly.]

And I'd probably have to find more people to take it from in general. And more frequently.
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 11:32 am (UTC)(link)
Not just convenient. A better source entirely for what I need.

[It'd be sooo obnoxious to round up people and consume their magnetite when he could just go straight to Weiss for a High Class Quality Fancy Meal.]

Like comparing fast food to a high-class diner at a fancy restaurant. And yes, I am using a food analogy because that's what it is.
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 11:36 am (UTC)(link)
[Well. He'll keep brushing. He's almost done anyway, so why not finish the last little bit.

And pat her back. There, there.
]

It's a mutually beneficial relationship, at least?
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 11:40 am (UTC)(link)
...

[What do you WANT from him????]

How about the fact you'll get incredibly strong and powerful magic?
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-01-05 11:44 am (UTC)(link)
... Why wouldn't you be able to?

[GENUINE QUESTION TBH.]

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